so tired. went home around 1 am 2. headed to maries house and then for a walk. i've become a disappointment to my family and now to my boyfriend. i wish i wasn't. i've been selfish thinking about my feelings and didn't realize that i was hurting him. yesterday sucked like hell. im so stupid. punched the wall and made a mark -_-'' i know im so emotional. deal with it ! HAHAH. wanted to get his attention but should have backed off because he was studying. goodness. but i redeemed myself hopefully. went to go out. gastown bought a shirt for him (: . matching ! i know gay, so what ! going to buy some skinnies. black ones hopefully ! im so tired. want to sleep but i don't wanna miss your call. i miss you. i hope i get to see you tmrw. AUDITIONS TMRW ! im going to be so sweaty. HAHAHA o wells, im so out of shape i need it anyways. going back to what happen yesterday. well, im the type of girl that loves it when they do the smallest things. like for example, ask how im doing and how was school and junk. shows that they care even more. i know he does but yenno, it feels good. like when your hubby or wifey says " i love you " it makes you go yenno, tingly and happy and shit ! you know what im talking about. if you dont then probably you haven't found your special person. but what do i know. im only 15 hahaha (: anywhoo, i like roses ! yellow mostly though. so different or or yellow orangey red yenno what im talking about. i love my boyfriend (: teehee. sometimes he can be mean and make fun of me and treat me like im a baby [ si bhee (: ] inside joke LOL i still love that piece of nasty. jsut kidding hes not nasty. hes good lookin ;) and mine buttcracks. hahah (: you make me so jealous. everytime we go out i have to look as good as you. i rather wear sweatpants but instead i dress all fancy and such so that you will be like ooo shit hey girlfriend! HAHAH (: yenno. then i would blush. overall, i want to say that im really sorry for the way that things turned out yesterday. let me make it up to you by showing you why its worth staying with me. i know we have our fights and arguements but "i rather have bad times with you, then good times with someone else" right right ? SEEE.
ANOTHER THING....
i got fucking mustard ketchup and other things on my uniform. it was all over the place. i dont know how it showed there but it was so retarded ! had to take it off adn walk home in my tank. so embarassing. flat chested girl here x) hahaha. o wells ! what else, yeaaap me and marie walked so much. mom kept on calling. hilarious ! loved kathleens laugh today. very enjoyable. hahha " monica, do you know tittyana" LOL isnt that hilarious ? well it is. (: well thats basically it.
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