last night.

Offically missing you,
So into you,
Really need you.

Im just waiting for your call. I want to know you that you really do want to talk to me. I wish you can call me right now. I want to know everything will be okay, and that this whole thing willl get better. I didn't mean to get you that mad. It's just everytime there's me against someone else i feel that your not on my side even if its not my fault. So, thats why i got even more upset. i wasn't talking my anger on them, i just wanted you to myself



IMAGINE.

me, always out 24/7 with a phone and you staying home all day studying. Wouldn't you wonder what im doing and why i could not talk to you. Wouldn't it bother you that im spending more time with them and not you. Don't say " no i would be fine" because you haven't seen it actually from my angle, never really ACTUALLY lived the way i do. I know that i put you to the position of yelling because you get frustrated and everything but it hurts to know that when im crying in tears all you are doing is just yelling back and not relaxing and realizing what im going through.

YES, i know that im really emotional and all i do is cry but still i need you to put yourself in my position and see how i feel.

although, when im done with the tears i think about everything you've done for me and it stays on my mind. When we fight all i do is think of the good things to forget about what went work. I am greatful for you and glad that everything we've been through your still here for me. I want you to call me, i want to know that your waiting for 7pm when your free and call me asap so i can feel important. you know i don't get it from y family and thats why i depend on you to:

-care for me
-love me unconditionally
-make me feel important

and everything else. I know you do but i like to hear it too.

ILOVEYOU.